Be optimistic, everyone you hate will die sooner or later!xD

2011-09-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

can someone teach me not to care for things that are not worth worrying and to focus my life and attention on something else. life's been a rollercoaster ride for me so far and i sort of got on the two worst ride ever. the second one being a total sham. i hate myself for always allowing people to deal such unimaginable and excruciating pain to me. i love myself, but i love you more. so hell yea, i will have to lead my life once again. good bye

2011-06-16T20:14:00.003+08:00

i have learned a lot about living life to the fullest after watching yes sir sorry sir!! sometimes it's wonderful to see how a scripted play can make people think so much and let it affect themselves. it's something to behold isn't it? now i wish i can find the meaning in my life, i truely believe what's yours will be yours one day. it's not about patience, not about waiting for that day to come, but to have faith in something that can bring you meaning and happiness!

2011-04-30T18:05:00.003+08:00

i don't know if i did the right thing. i rant a lot to meixiao today. which i feel is impt to let loose of the stress and emotions in myself. i really needed her a lot and therefore hated her decision to go sydney. i know i am being selfish, i feel useless. who can i turn to? my social network is as big as it was 4-5 years ago? meaning i made little friends. i don't know what i can do anymore. i just want my own happiness to return to me pls. i don't ask for much...

2011-04-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

I feel pain in my heart. Why?:(

2011-02-27T19:02:00.002+08:00

what's e point in spending time doing sth for ppl if that person cannot even spare some time to cheer up. that's what i called wasting time.

2011-02-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

i feel sad today. terribly sad. i feel that i always have to fight for my happiness. work hard for it. can life be more unfair? if i can choose,i hope that my brain can never store memories. so that i can live a carefree life... i don't want to make any friends, i just want to live myself... i like being alone, so please take away everything that i have now. i don't want anymore temptations.

2010-12-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

i am all alone

2010-09-05T01:06:00.001+08:00

i need my life to be interesting and meaningful and i want the people around me which are important to me to be happy and free like a bird as well!!! i feel like my words hurt u tonight, i'm sorry. i'm sorry mummy..

2010-08-15T10:07:00.001+08:00

financial meltdown..

2010-06-25T11:39:00.003+08:00

there are things which i wish i didn't do, and words i wish i didn't say.
things which i wish i did, and words i wish i said.
so much for thinking about myself, i wish i would have thought for you more.
a very tough period is about to embrace me, but i didn't see a tougher one coming at you.
i had fun, a lot of precious moments, countless yet unique experiences with you.
this world is full of new experiences.
i want to explore this wonderful world with you. i had my dream came true for the past year.
would you hold my hand and grab it so tightly that no matter what happened, we still can share the pain, the sorrow, the joy that each of us feel.
i will give you courage, you will share with me your happiness.
together we will live and leave this world. i hope our love will unite us together.
with you by my side, i hardly need to care about others. because your existence is the meaning of my happiness.
i love you, i would just need your hand for now. i know i may not prove to be trustworthy, but believe me. leave the rest for me to take care of. i need you. 100409 - end of the world. ;]

2010-05-21T15:32:00.003+08:00

e feeling of not working and spending much of my day at home is indeed comfortable but sometimes it's just so bored. lucky i'm not doing this on purpose. ns is just looming ahead. it's okay, i shall work harder, play harder, and love harder! :D

2010-05-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

yessss finally got a full month's pay!! i'm only going to buy one thing, a HARD DISK!! very long wanted to get one aly, now i shall get one and store all my videos and musics as i am going into ns in 1 month's time.
also also, i want to treat my mum to all e food she craves!
lastly, i shall strive in NS!! don't forget ME MY FRENS! :D

2010-05-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

i want to spend my entire life making u happy, feel loved, and being taken care of!
Ripley's Believe it or not! :)

2010-04-18T17:28:00.001+08:00

i really realllyyyy want to watch the jay chou concert! i hope i can buy the tickets soon!

2010-03-24T18:12:00.003+08:00

curtains are finally closing down on my poly life. i had definitely learn a lot in these 3 years. nothing much special except for you. i know you must be feeling very sad and bad and disappointed right now. i know you worked especially hard, yet it did not turn out better for you. i am concern about your feelings but i also did not want to pester you. i hope you will be able to pull yourself up and passed this period. you will definitely do better in future cos you had gone through the worst. nonetheless, i will always be here for you and provide a helping hand irregardless of anything. you are special, and i only care for you, you are my favourite person! jiayou! :)

2010-03-14T15:09:00.001+08:00

we need to go on a holiday! ^^

2010-03-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

now that it is holidays, i can spend time to blogggggg. especially to blog about you. anyway, today went steamboat with kun and ben. i had had three steamboats aly this week, i think i have to kick the habit of steamboating soon, cos it's putting a lot of fats on me haha. but cmon, the weather is really super duper and desperately hot now and i even managed to conquer my phobia of cold bathing to keep myself chill man.
tml will be a nice day as i am going out with someone special!!! i've got to admit i hate the end of school life cos i can't get to see you everyday but i like it now as we get to go out as and when we like. i love to have you around me cos we can talk all abt the world and feel so happy to be each other's company.
I LOVE YOU

2010-03-06T12:29:00.001+08:00

i love spending time with you!! in future, i shall dedicate all my time to you and only you. i hope you like it! :)

2010-02-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

i want to travel the world when i'm older!

2010-02-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

it's kind of depressing when things don't go your way.

2010-02-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

when i eat, i will be full.
when i drink, i will pee.
when i am tired, i will sleep.
when i am bored, i will play games.
when i miss you, i can't eat, i can't drink, i am tired and i am bored.
because i am deeply in love with you.
miss you hmx!

2010-02-13T11:57:00.003+08:00

i did something bad to you. although it's nothing aly, i really feel terrible for saying those words. i want to let you know that the present you gave me is wonderful and you are more than perfect to me in my life. i need you more than anything else tt's worth something to me. i love you, and i will be the best for you!

2010-01-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

yes, the world resorts @ sentosa is opening soon, and after tt will be the universal studios and IR. this is the moment to be a singaporean, yeah! and projects are dueeee so soon. anywayyy,HAPPY 9 months my favourite huang meixiao! thank you for making everything possible for me in these months. 我爱你， nobody, nobody, but 你! haha, alvin and the chipmunk was NICE too! you are definitely more cute than theodoreeeeee, more playful than alvinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and more responsible than simonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. soooo i want to be your DAVE!

2009-12-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

say bye bye to 2009 and welcome 2010 with hugs! although i will be entering into NS soon, i believe 2010 will be a much much better year! yes yes. my new resolution is not to care about how others feel and think, BUT I JUST WANT TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY! ^^ good luck people.

2009-12-20T14:51:00.003+08:00

had nothing to do at homeeee so i went to watch a movie i wanted to watch a long while ago on the internettttt! it was so cute and nice and i want to go that beautiful island in future!!!!
and merry christmas to everyone in 5 days' time! (i like christmas! ^^)

2009-12-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

angels or devils. if you ever learn to fly, would you come back down? ^^

2009-11-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

i wish i could stop it. i pray for graduation to come faster. i want to...

2009-11-18T22:56:00.001+08:00

suffocated.

2009-11-14T22:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
This year's birthday was different from last year's because of you my dearest! thanks for your sweet presents! i will keep the present in the original form and will not change itttt. just like you, in my memory, will never change.
lastlyyyyyyy dedicate this picture from you to you.

2009-11-04T21:59:00.001+08:00

i want to quit everything. because i know in that way i will be happier!

2009-10-22T09:01:00.003+08:00

yay finally yellow beautiful small's bday is over! and mine is approaching hahaha! last sem of sch is so packeddd, but everything will end in a few months time and we all will graduate! i love the adventure booook, do u?

2009-10-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

school is starting again, and holidays have been very busy which is a good thing. some things are still unsure though, some thoughts are not satisfied. but everything has been fine and NS is approaching wahahaha. and my birthday is approaching as well! XD

2009-09-18T19:14:00.001+08:00

THE PAST 3 DAYS WERE AWESOME AND GREAT! I CAN'T HELP BUT TO LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAYS THAT AWAITS ME AND YOU! :]

2009-09-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

holidays are so boringggggg. haha, recently got into psp again. keep playing burnout. cca stuffs are coming all over me again. boys like girls are really good. my friend send me a song that i really like! Two is better than one!

2009-08-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

i am beginning to feel happier each time i see u, happier each time we talk, happier each time we share a joke. this is because i think that u are beginning to make a larger impact on my life. i feel bless because i have u to care for and to receive concern from u. everything was given to me, why shall i be dull and sad? haha. i will make the best out of us and i have this feeling... that i will care for u and only you. finally thank you for accepting me, thank you for confiding in me, thank you for being there for me. i want to do more things for u, actually i want to be e one doing e most for u. i want u to be happy, carefree and most importantly of all, enjoy my company! :]

2009-08-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

today is a special day because it's the day when two ppl met their favourite person months ago. until now, that day is still my favourite day because i did sth nice and make someone my favourite person. but we did not meet for today, which in my view made the day even more special! i just want to tell you, i love my favourite person everyday and will not stop unless straits time cost 2$ per copy.(which is impossible :]) i want to dream of you every night and wake up one day and realises all my dreams came true because my favourite person is there beside me. then i will look at her and think to myself, how lucky i am to have a favourite someone!

2009-08-04T01:38:00.001+08:00

SO LATE ALY? BUT I STILL DOING PROJECT, NO WAY. TOO FRUSTRATED WITH PROJECTS ALY, GO IN DOTA PAWN SOME NOOBS TO VENT IT OFF.javascript:void(0)

my favourite person

2009-08-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

i spend a lot of time on friday with my favourite person. haha, it is so fun and i like e things we did. on saturday, i cannot see my favourite person and i miss that person. but i made my favourite person sad and happy and sad and happy. nvm, i want my favourite person to know that e past few months were my favourite months. and 2009 is my favourite year because of you. everything u favour becomes my favourite. i want to be your favourite person too.

2009-08-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

not anymore.

2009-07-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

weekends are not as enjoyable as weekdays nowwwwwwwww.

2009-07-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

being sick is no fun at all. especially when u cannot go out of ur hse....... :/

2009-07-12T17:51:00.002+08:00

celebrating bday at fish n co is really cool.
i'm not bored, but sometimes i feel really lonely..
why do good things always come to an end? if not why do good things avoid me? :/

2009-07-06T06:38:00.001+08:00

finallly federer has become the greatest player on tennis, winning 15 major titles!! what an awesome feat, it was a great match that lasted so long which made me lost some of my sleep. nevertheless, it was great!

2009-06-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

transformers is sooooooooooooooooo nice. it doesn't even seem like a 150 mins movie at all, every part is so griping, exciting and funny. megan fox is really hot man haha. feels great to see her in slow mo HAHA! i love optimus prime, he is my favvvvv autobot. but i like megatron too, cos he got these tank rollers feets haha. so cooool. there will be a transformers 3 cos megatron is not deadddd, i hope its dinobots coming into the fray next. now i wish the exams paper will transform itself into answers, haha. so dead!

2009-06-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

rosy business is a super nice drama. loving it! mst is coming and it will be over very quickly and sch will start again........ i hope no one will bring the virus back to sch. ha-ha!
anyway, B is the grade to get now haha, so jiayou! and it will be time to enjoy after e hols, but u treat HAHA!

2009-06-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

fun day which doesn't end the way it should.
i exist in a manner that i should not.
):!yrs

2009-06-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

yay! i am going to batam tml for a short vacation! yay! haha. it will be fun, yay!
but not as fun as going out with u HAHA!~

2009-06-06T00:51:00.001+08:00

YAY!! holidays are here!! but wait, what can i do? oh no... there isn't anything great that i can do. it's ok, holidays are just 3 weeks, i can slp for quite awhile haha!
YAY!! HOLIDAYS!!

2009-05-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

haha bd is not good. a lot of work to be done. i hope the ppt on monday will go smoothly...

no matter how bad a situation can be, just a look at that will make me feel like i'm in another world again. so nice!

2009-05-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

I WANNA LEARN KOREAN SO I CAN BE GU JUN PYO!! HAHA!! i think i look korean enough LOL! maybe i shld go make my hair curly. anyway the show is finallyyyyyyy on channel u, omg can't stand the good quality compared to online streaming!
anyway movies nowadays are so much fun haha!night at the museum2 was great and the ending is just too good to be true haha. if only all museums are like that, history will be the favourite subject of all. tonight is also the last for epl, and the season is going to end again. i will see u in august, chelsea! haha. we will beat manu next season.
WHEN CAN WE TAKE A PHOTO HAHA!
ADAM LAMBERT STILL ROCKS!

2009-05-05T19:15:00.002+08:00

boys over flowers is just too nice! i love it so much haha. D.I.E is ending on 55, oh no... i like that show too. i think i can live my entire life watching dramas.
but i feel so lucky. i feel so lucky in everything. i don't know why haha.

2009-05-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

it's labour day today and it's nothing special.
recession and the swine flu have hit everyone and the weather is so hot, can earth survive? lol. anyway though it's called the swine flu, it can't be caught be consuming meat or pigs, pigs don't have the flu either. completed sinnoh pokedex YES!! hahahahaha. shiok. but going out is more shiok haha!! :)

2009-04-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

taken is an awesome movie. now i wanna be an cia agent, i think what u learn in that job is so useful. but nvm, if i become one, the whole world's bad guys will be dead. haha. and the next awesome movie i think will be wolverine, i think i wanna be wolverine too haha. eh can regen non-stop. its like i got mosquito bite, then i will heal myself. HAHA so COOL! and i will use the claws to cut queue to buy food. i wanna be both haha!

2009-04-20T19:21:00.003+08:00

yes chelsea is dominating now haha. man u really think their second team is god? everton is not lousy, i still think they are the best after the top 4. and ferguson fielded a second team?! really got too much trophies to play for? nvm, at least everton won. anyway sch started today and I AM AT WORK HAHA! the feeling is so good, but i think it will be better when work ends. work can be fun and boring, but sch will be better. sick of chicken rice already haha. sch starts and it's back to niang doufu hehe!

2009-04-14T20:15:00.003+08:00

omg totally in love with adam lambert after i happened to watch his mad world perfomance on tv. he totally rock! he is really good man, haha. he is great man, but i still prefer david cook! haha.

2009-04-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

yesyes chelsea gonna take on liverpool tonight yes! hope chelsea can do it! haha. and today i happened to work OT. what i gain, is definitely not only the OT pay haha.. but also the experience of working OT. i think if only normal working hours is like working OT, the world would be such a better place to live in. because its just so peaceful, fun to work during OT. so relaxing, no stress, no countdown to 6oclock, it really gave me an insight to working life. i am so glad to have nice colleagues and supervisor, i think i'm so lucky. if it happens like tian tian quan, it would be so much better. sch is going to start i will miss my colleagues soon. sometimes i just wish that sch nvr starts haha!

2009-04-04T13:14:00.002+08:00

yea no work today! haahaa. anyway ytd caught the unborn, oh man it is just soso, not so scary after all. lol, my horror rating i give 1/2 star ba HAHA. i nearly fell asleep watching it unlike HAHA. lol.
friday's work was busy, stuffs just flows in one after another and i was glad it happened that way cos the day ended in a blink of an eye haha. was told monday might need to stay overtime, hmm, 3 more weeks and itp is over. sch will be back again which is great, i think sch will be better, but i also think i will miss my colleagues and boss. although just a short 5 weeks, i'm pretty much attached to life with them. they really made my work more interesting. if given a chance i will want to work with them again. nvm, there is still 3 tedious week to go.
the pokemon master is back HAHA, i'm raiding pokemon platinum now, thanks to mx's ds. lool, can elite four withstand the elite keong? HAHA..to be continued....

2009-03-31T10:59:00.002+08:00

today's a rare break for me from work haha. but woken up early in the morning zz something happened to my bro in sch and i have to rush down with my mum to help urgh! then as tricky as ever, she scammed me into going ntuc fairprice with her haha. but nvm at least i get to have my hotcakes breakfast yeah!
anyway the longer i work in the office, the more i dislike the idea of working in one in the future. i think it's not a matter of compatibility, but i just can't keep help yawning when working in the office. it's boring. haha. i think i want to escape after ns to find something that i love to do. and i have a rough idea of it now, i hope the time comes fast faster. studying is great, but studying for a future u have qualms of uncertainty i think it's not worth it. it might not serve a better prospect, but i just hope i can do stuffs that i like in time to come!:)

2009-03-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

fun today.was watching japan hour when Yan called and asked me to go out.so I took a shower and just nice px called and ty's car is already at the carpark of my house.how cool is that haha!ty drove us to holland v and ate laksa and there is this cute jap bakery across the streetand what's more cool is the staffs are all jap?haha nice and w bought like half of the shop's breads haha.then went for a ride to Dempsey hill omg so cool there haha.everyone is bored and ty was tired so we ended at his house where Yan and me hardcore street fighter haha!it was a fun day compared to ytd haha.hope it gets better day after day

2009-03-29T12:42:00.001+08:00

weekends can be so anticipative and yet boring at the same time haha. but it's ok, i don't miss anything and there isn't anything i could have done either.

2009-03-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

today i became the scanner expert, apparently i broke the company record by scanning a 26 page doc at one go. haha, pro not lol. and i hate to fax, the fax machine is so complicating and so slow. i will give my up life to destroy all the fax machines in the world.
anyway, got one weird thing happen a few days back lol, while i was doing my work. one colleague keep staring at me, then i asked if there is anything i can help him. he then asked if i play sports. i was like, yea duh i pro somemore lol, i play a lot of sports. then he asked me again how come my hand so smooth one, like a pair of girl's hand, doesn't look like someone that play sports. lol I SIAN DIAO! haha but lucky i pro i answered him and say i'm more of a technique rather than hardcore type LOL. so funny.
i'm starting to love hacken lee so much because my mum keeps listening to his songs, haha!

2009-03-25T21:58:00.005+08:00

i reached work at 845 today, seeing there is some time left, i pick up my book and read it until 9. then i realise something.... darn! i have finished all my work ytd!! and everyone is so busy, so i randomly picked two colleagues to ask if they need my help. and getting the answers i can conclude that i'm a useless person in the company and it's back to day 1!! LOL stoning! for the first hour, it passes not that slow, but i have 3 more hours to deal with. oh shit, so i just heck and took out my book to read LMAO! fyi, i am sitting in the middle of the office where most ppl can see what i'm doing haha. but i cannot take it i will fall asleep if i don't do something haha. then another hour past. ok, now i'm starting to feel a little guilty, everyone is working so hard yet i'm reading my book. so i decided on a crazy idea, something that i thought of doing on the last day, but as a last resort i did it today LOL. and the thing is to shred paper for the whole department HAHA!!! ok so i was, walking to one of the more friendly colleague, and i asked her. suddenly, her face brightened up. she passed me a box of paper that i can't see the bottom. haha, feeling happy cos got something to do, i started to walk before someone shouted out my name! and passes me another box, wow, i'm so happy, cos got more things to do. as i walk back to my seat, 4 colleagues sit around me, THEY SAW IT YES. and so they each give me one box LOL. the happiness slowly turn into worry as the thought of not able to shred finish on time for lunch is like watching a horror film. so wasting no time, i embark on my journey to the shredding machine. i have to say i'm freaking sick of the shredding sound, if i were to create a paper shredder, i would replace the sound with musics LOL(or maybe radio). ok not too bad, took me 2 hours to complete the whole shredding process. i shred till i can feel without looking if the garbage bag is 3/4 filled with paper, cos i will have to change another bag! urgh, something that i wanted to do last day i did it today, i think last day i will visit the whole building of 42 floors and help everyone shred their papers HAHA, LATER I SHRED UNTIL I GET STOMP, LOL SAY I KEEP STANDING AT THE PAPER SHREDDER LIKE I OWN IT HAHA!!

2009-03-22T12:28:00.002+08:00

i fear i may not be optimistic anymore if that day i dread the most arrives. i just hope u will not let me know if it ever comes.
in the meantime i should stay happy, because work is on monday!

2009-03-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

results this sem were the lousiest out of my whole 2 years at poly but GPA still maintained, haha. nvm next sem will work harder haha!
today i saw something really special. i just realised my office has superb views of the stuffs we don't get to see everyday. from the 41st floor, i could clearly see a row of small little cute blue and yellow boxes parking at one side. it's the taxi stand, and the taxi just look so cute! and in the morning, the singapore river is such a mesmerizing sight! river water glistened in pure shine from the sunlight, which makes the water looked so sparkling. i nvr tot i can get to see such a nice scenic view in singapore haha. it just made my day. i don't know why, but i always can't wait for the weekends to come...

2009-03-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch 18禁不禁!

2009-03-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

hahaha! today tennis with ben in sch like finally.. my racket is like rusty la lol. BUT NOT MY SKILLS LOL!!! beat ben 6-1 5-7 6-3 woots! haha, after that wanted to go ps and turn some keychains one but in the end due to the hunger, we SAKAE hahaha. but really sick of salmons man! can't stand it order too much and i finished up all except ben took a few. nvm. ytd liverpool beat man u, woots well done liverpool, though u will only take the second spot for one day. see tonight chelsea beat man c.
ytd too, had an emotional visit to my grandma. feels really sad that grandma can't live with me. her days are not numbered, yet her emotions are. those ppl that complain that life sucks or wants to die, pls donate ur life to me so that i can give it to my grandma. my mum will then have another chance to live with her and i can get to know her better. but its pointless, if transferring of life is a reality, i wld definitely transfer mine to her first. i will the time i spend with u now grandma, love you!
friday had a mass lunch with my colleagues. total of 8 ppl went to lunch together, so cool. and it was raining, everyone is like carrying an umbrella haha. work ended happily that day and went to IT SHOW with wj, mx and pammy. and god... half of singapore is there la. NDP ALSO DONT HAVE MANY PPL. i think they can change our NDP to IT SHOW day and GREAT SINGAPORE SALE..LOL.. should have more ppl right? we ate muthu's carry haha. nice? i think ok only. then mx stomachache the whole day, dunno what she eat during lunch haha, but curry sure speeds up the stomachache's ache lol. anyway great end to second week of ITP, the third week will be better! i hope so!:D

2009-03-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

so fast!! 2nd week of itp is going to be over soon. anyway ytd went to pedro with wj to buy shoes, damn shuang man, we like try half of the shop's shoes hahaha. then we each got a pair to end the day. lol. ok tml gonna go check out IT SHOW and see what offers they have. not going to buy anything though.
today was another typical funny working day haha, and mr cheong secretly visited me today argh. he was encouraging though haha. and i have to thank him for changing my placement at the last minute. went to golden shoe food centre to have lunch with my colleagues and one of them actually treated us to eat. so kind of him haha. and bumped into jocelyn, wow she is having her itp at ocbc, not bad! haha.
ok this few days have been bored, hope next week will be better!

2009-03-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

ytd's dinner was great all thanks to bird who got the voucher from lucky draw. had crabs lol~ today went to visit grandma and she is good as usual just a little bad-tempered as usual too haha. went to bugis with mum, wanted to get a pair of shoes but i think another time get will be better. saw 陈绮贞, she was singing on the stage with a guitar. that's typical 陈绮贞 i guess, i still tot got some little nyonya event cos so many ppl were gathering there, and obviously the little nyonya hype is still there.
TML need to work again, argggh, hope sch reopen straightaway. i think i still prefer studying..

2009-03-07T10:55:00.003+08:00

yes its a saturday! means no work haha. feels so great actually. ytd had a dinner with half of the clique at lau pat sak, the food is not bad. anyway ytd was also the release of A lvl results, watched the news when i just got home, like this much is slightly better than the previous cohort. not bad, hope all my frens that have taken their results are happy! today was supposed to have bbq at my colleague's house at night, BUT I FORGOT, got marv's bday celebration in the evening haha. so can't make it for the bbq, it's really too bad.
actually working life is not that bad, but sch life is much better though. nonetheless i feel contented when i get the chance to talk to u, haha. let's just hope we will be able to do something together. i will be looking forward to it, too bad u have to work during the weekends haha.

2009-03-05T19:35:00.003+08:00

first 4 days of itp was not too bad. colleagues are very nice, ytd they bought me a ginger tea, nearly vomitted after taking a mouthful of it, cos initially i tot is teh-tarik. nearly cursed out loud in the company lol! and i was dealing with so many paperwork that i knew i will cut my fingers one day. and i did it today. but its retribution lol, it was not caused by the papers in the company. but from the magazine that i was reading when i got nothing to do, RETRIBUTION? anyway today while leaving from work in the lift(did i mention i work on the 41st floor), overheard one lady chatting so happily to her colleague that she is going for jason mraz concert!!! OMG, damn it la, nearly wanna trail her to the carpark and knock her unconscious and steal her tix. but nvm i just on listen to his songs on my phone enough already haha. ok tml marks the end of the first week for itp, it will be a pretty good weekend that's installed for me. on sat evening got a barbeque at a colleague's house and i am invited, i just hope that i don't have to chip in for the stuffs at the bbq cos they freaking cater from some big ass company.. zzz... pls don't ask me to pay~!!

2009-03-01T13:17:00.001+08:00

ITP CHANGED!! now must go battery road, its an accounting firm. yes!! pay increased from 440 to 700! wow. yea!

2009-02-23T20:07:00.002+08:00

yeayeayeayea, last paper on wednesday. yosh! and a few days of joy and holiday before ITP officially starts next monday, urgh~ nvm hope can get the company of PS3 HAHAHAHA. anyway caught valkyrie with ben and wj on sat LOL. though is the midst of studying, the show was incredibly tense and good. the plot is so daring and hell good. i still can't believe it's based on a true story. *while others followed their orders, he followed his conscience." omg sounds so good the quote haha. anyway champions league gonna resume this week and it will get exciting soon, with matches like liverpool against real madrid and man u against inter milan, haha can't wait for both of them to get eliminated. liverpool and man u that is. and i just found out jason mraz has another nice song! and it's very nice. when i listen to the lyrics and reflect on myself, how good can it feel to be in loved with your best friend. haha, i will be a gay if that comes true for me lol. the lyrics are too cheesy that i just cannot stop listening :D

2009-02-18T13:09:00.003+08:00

1 paper down, 3 more to go. and i already felt sick from the studying. haha. anyway was watching dragonball on youtube, i think i am going to catch it all over again after exams. it was my favourite cartoon last time when i was young. i rmb i still bought a lot of the vcds which i cannot find them now. urgh, and those vcds were in canto haha. but i prefer dragonball gt the most because it was when goku became young again and he was still fighting for the universe. and there was a lot of flashback when to dragonball z when he was still really young. goku is the ultimate fiction character, haha my favourite fav fav fav. lol!!

2009-02-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

ok just received itp placement not long ago, pay sucks though. at least its a place near my house, anyway i don't have to find a job for vacation, so count myself lucky. exams are coming like mad, and i think i will start studying tml lol.

PS: bleach finally got a nice slow tempo song at the ending. :D

2009-02-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

today's uccd paper was a disaster lol. even our hd was not spared. haha. anyway, month of FEB is short i hope it will be over fast. got itp placement already and luckily got somewhere near my house, just 2 bus stops away. but the pay really sucks, cant stand it lol. ok starting to save money but cannot resist the temptation of buying card attax haha, i'm a soccer fan afterall. im very closed to my chelsea full squad. real close, haha. but on the other hand, i cannot spend too much money, urgh. my didi gonna buy an ipod nano soon which i think it's so cool, i'll be hugging it to sleep every night! :D

2009-02-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday was one of the best day i've enjoyed myself. it was cai's bday so many of us met up and including some of cai's tpjc friends. it wasn't very hard to break the ice with them they were so much like of us. we went to mind's cafe at smu. and omg, smu has a very very nice campus. underground, everything was air conditioned and they have the biggest gym i've ever seen in my life lol. it was so huge and so many threadmills. we went there to play board games for around 2 hours as cai was raving about what a great idea it was that minds cafe was set-up. total of 9 of us were playing, and out of so many games we played, the best was still uno stacko. haha. such a simple game, yet we enjoyed ourselves the most. after that went to cai's house for BBQ, i can swear.. it was the best BBQ i've ever had in my life. the food was totally OMG nice. loving it

2009-01-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

i hope we will never be strangers..

2009-01-29T02:38:00.002+08:00

i see you as someone special,
because you are different from the others.
i see you as someone that is very attractive,
because you exudes a presence that makes beauty an emanation from you.
i see you from afar,
because getting near you will make my heartbeat as spry as a bullet train.
i see you from your appearance,
because i do not know how your mind whirls in you.
so, i've decided i won't go home without you tonight.
i hope i will get a chance to know you.

2009-01-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

today had a TA test, and felt the paper was okay though. after that went to play soccer at the court near sb. it's been a while since i last played soccer lol! and it was great having fun and sweating all over with the sun blazingly burning my ass haha. after that went for the welcome reception for cca and it was cool man. i didn't know zurin isit, i dunno his name, he sings quite well man. he sang 3 songs for the performance and omg, not bad man. haha. and the buffet was a spread! even i had sore throat and flu, i just tried everything single dish there lol. 以毒攻毒 haha. eat the stuffs that you think will make you worse and you will not be sick anymore. hmm, i've done that for the last 3 days, but it doesn't seem to be working haha! anyway LET'S GO ROCK GOGOGO!!^^

2009-01-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

just watched finished the campus superstar. not bad la, some of them not bad la. haha. but i still think shelly is just too cute. haha i think the way she keeps smiling i will give her 10 marks la. hahaha. too bad singing contest, not smiling contest haha. JIAYOU SHELLY!!!

2009-01-18T17:23:00.002+08:00

everything getting so boring nowadays. cannot figure out anything fun to do alone. lol. last time at least i still play dota, now? oh my god when i hear the dota sound i want to smash my laptop man, don't know what happen. like dota gave me a lot of trouble before. if MA2 and UCCD projects are over, i will celebrate man haha. but still exams are all around the corner, guess i have to start studying soon. damn.

2009-01-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

i just realised, since the creation of my blog, there has been 100 posts already. so to date, this post will be the 101th. haha. so cool. anyway finished up the UCCD report ytd, and i was editing the report till so late haha. then still not tired yet at 3 plus, so i finished up koizora drama, the last episode was such a tearjerker. haha. it was such a great show. now im left with the books only. so i think i will take my time to read slowlyy. hehe. i hope school ends quickly. and itp ends quickly. and the next school term starts quickly. i dont know why. but i just want it that way. today is also a day to celebrate, right kun? cos we finished 10 lessons of SELF DEFENSE haha. and today's test i think we did damn well man. anyway we took photo with the class, i will post it when my teacher send it to me haha. i learnt a lot from the self defense class man. so next time when someone tries to attack me, he/she is so dead. im gonna knock his/her tooth off. haha. finishing moonlight resonance soon too. ^^ what's next? tsugi..

2009-01-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

okay i left 1 more episode and i will be finished with the koizora drama. and im already watching moonlight resonance halfway through. haha. i just realised i can live my life watching dramas. there is just so many nice dramas to be discovered and after watching each time, u really feel that u can be a better person. u know there is this weird feeling that u hope to be someone in the drama, so u can live a life like the drama that u like. well, i think that is quite impossible for me haha. but u know what, since i think its not possible for me, now i hope i can make someone's life like the one in the drama that person likes the most. it will be the most dramatic part of my life. haha. anyway koizora drama has a nice song too! i've decided to put it up.

2009-01-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

no one has a sweeter and cuter voice than yui aragaki. the one closest, maybe its u, rollingsweetss. haha. anyway heard some other yui aragaki songs, i think its so nice. so pls yui aragaki dont go take anymore bikini pictures. i dont want your image to be spoiled!!! you can carve out a career in drama, movie and singing. if cuteness can sell, you will be the richest person in the world ain't it? anyway i finished around 1/3 of koizora storybook, okay theoretically should be able to finish it in one day if its in english haha. anyway got this quote from the book i think quite true.

Jealousy is the proof of love.

of course i translated it. haha.

2009-01-09T08:45:00.003+08:00

hi! i think heavenly days by yui aragaki is so nice and the lyrics are so meaningful and sad. so i've decided to post the lyrics. of cos in english translation.

Translation
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don’t know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I’ll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I’ve forgotten?

Heavenly days
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
I’m locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream’s fate
I couldn’t say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel “Thank you” are maybe words
much sadder than “goodbye”

Heavenly days,
I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn’t even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it’s too late, they overflow when I’m alone

Heavenly days,
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you’re not here anymore
I’ll walk on under a new light

yui aragaki and haruma miura are just my idolssssssss

2009-01-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

first thing first. I HATE TICKING ANSWER SHEETS FOR EXAMS. i just know someday, i will tick wrongly or shade wrongly as what the teacher has been warning us since we took our first at PSLE, AM I RIGHT? today i received my fundamental of finance paper, and i check the mcqs, I TICKED 2 QUESTIONS WRONGLY, and i had the correct answer in the QUESTION PAPER LEY OI TEACHER! lol, lame like i care haha. anyway the mcq was 2 marks and the paper was upon 50. so 2x2x2, i lost 8 marks in total due to carelessness. so what can i say? NEXT TIME I WILL REALLY CHECK MY MCQ ANSWER 113496`28975609 times. haha. okay after that went for MA and then skipped lecture with wj again. went to kino and i got koizora's novel. after watching the movie when i pon the UCCD lecture, i have been hooked with koizora. i watched its drama too, and now im going to do something i have nv done in the past 4 or 5 years to get to koizora again. THE BOOK IS IN CHINESE OMG. i will not have a hard time though, but i will challenge the will of reading chinese characters again. haha. and i think the books are so nicely packed! there is 2 part to koizora. and kun will be getting kimizora tml, yes we can trade after we finished reading haha. anyway PICTURE POST THE BOOK WITH MY IPHONE HOR. ok my hand keep on shaking and i lazy go retake so i will just post what i got. HAPPY KOIZORA-ING!!
the first pic are the two books. the pink one is part 1 and the blue one is part 2 and see what happens when i place the breadth of book next to each other. nice isn't it?

2009-01-06T19:30:00.003+08:00

my first new year resolution is to from now on, to do things that i like. true enough, the first week of the new year i did not turn up for 3 lectures!!!! omg i think i'm damn cool. haha. on monday, stupid wj don't wanna go for lectures. so i just aiya, ok lo accompany him and went home. on tues, suppose to have lessons at 10, Mr Roger Lee called me at 8 and told me lesson cancelled. u know what? he should be promoted to the director la. he rocks man. lol. so went to game at 830 with hd before kun online at 9+ and 3 of us played one match together. after that, we had lecture at 12, and this time, hd said it was a waste of time. so, in the end, i never go for that lecture too. and i spend my time surfing the net and i thought i should go mysoju and catch a nice movie before the next lecture. and i rmb i wanted to watch koizora so much that i always forget about it. so i caught it. and i felt sad and happy and regret at the same time. sad because the show had a really sad plot, plus yui aragaki is just too cute and bad things happen to her. and happy because i actually watched it, was thinking that if i never get to watch this show i can just take a gun and shoot myself. REGRET, because i didn't catch it in the theatre. arghh, anyway was a great show. and intro to wj and he stupid ass go watch the drama and come tell me about a guy that appear in the drama and never ever in the movie. actually not he stupid, haha is because i watching the show and he asked me where to find it i just told him to go to mysoju and clt-f and search koizora and just watch the first one that comes out. ok i didn't know there was a drama. so not my fault too. but the show is REALLY damn nice. haha, and this makes PROJECT JAP EVEN MORE ENTICING OMG. I WANT TO GO TO JAPAN NOW, STRAIGHTAWAY. (now i know why ppl rob banks, because they all wanted to go japan but they have no money, right?):B<---T.T

2009-01-03T13:47:00.002+08:00

cbox, with courtesy of calister's help haha. ok, sch has started again and the same old routine begins again everyday. kinda boring but better than staying at home to use the comp. but already flooded with projects, which makes sch work looked so much like household chores. zzz. nvm, project jap is on the way, lol. i just hope that me kun ben and big d will be able to accomplish it haha. it will be the greatest achievement in my life ever, for the time-being. i don't really have any achievements that is haha.

2008-12-31T20:44:00.003+08:00

lol special deluxe sashimi 18 pieces owned, but i only freaking eat 3, THAT'S EVEN BETTER RIGHT!! lol. went shokudo at heeren with ben, kun and big d. and owns. first time eat a la carte eat till so full haha. anyway its new year's eve today, so im not going to care about sch work, AND SCREW BUSINESS LAW. STUPID MODULE!!
tml signals the start of a new year, and i hope it will be a good and smooth sailing one for me!!! AND BUNKALANG REAL SOON OK BEN AND KUN, let's fulfill our dream, and converse with the jap girls in jap LOL.k should have plans tonight, hope will turn out to be a good one!

2008-12-26T17:48:00.001+08:00

lol accidentally deleted tagboard man. lazy go make another one. so just dont talk for the time-being

2008-12-26T16:24:00.003+08:00

had a christmas dinner with yan, px, ty, pz, px's gf and hy ytd at east coast. good food haha, but felt bad as hy treated all of us. the bill was like 200. nvm next time treat her something back. after that went to catch a late movie at kallang leisure park. caught yes man. it was good! really good. i really like movies with good storyline, but just screw bolt, bolt sucks. anyway sch gonna start and so are the projects. rock on!

2008-12-24T21:11:00.002+08:00

ytd went to catch twilight. actually i find it quite boring, but the romance between edward and bella was beautiful. i guess it's more of a romance movie than an action one haha. i think they looked so good together man and edward is just so cool haha. i think i would love the story book better than the movie, anyone got the book to lend me? haha, and i think its romantic, "Before you Bella my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliance, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything." love it!

2008-12-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

okay, unknowingly i finished the second season of prison break. it was great as well, although not as action-packed as the first. i feel that this show not only contains a great story, but delivers important morals and teachings too. such a nice show. i will not hesitate to go on season 3 but i will be busy at least for the next week. i think anyone can be a better person after watching this show, it really justify what someone at the lowest status of the society thinks and feels. people think about making money and hope to get their family a better life. in contrast when prisoners escape, the first bunch of people they think of will definitely be their families. so why the big difference in their status? well, i don't know, but this tells me the most important thing in this planet can only be your family. so do treasure them!

2008-12-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

i am hooked onto prison break. darn, this drama has my heart going faster than a f1 car every episode. i cannot believe how great this show is. u just got the feeling until the end of season one that, can all this really happen? lol. okay so i only finished season 1 cos cai lent me the DVD。 now？ i have to go tudou to watch it LOL　damn it. and now its until season 4 and wj keeps telling me how great season 4 is. haha, PLS THIS WHOLE SHOW IS JUST AWESOME. i will just go to the stores to check how much each season cost and i think im gonna steal it if i dont have the money haha. if i go to jail maybe my bro will come save me LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I LOVE ABRUZZI AND T-BAG HAHA

2008-12-11T12:42:00.002+08:00

ytd went to play soccer at bk purmei synthetic street soccer court man haha. it was fun. played from 7 to 10, didn't win a single match lol! got one team there damn pro lo, and it was malay and indian ppl.their keeper is legend man. whole night let in 3 or 4 goals only zzz. anyway i think the drama at 8 on chnl 55 is damn nice. jian ren jian haha. the story is funny plus meaningful haha. oh ya just borrowed from cai prison break season 1 dvd haha. gonna chase the show soon. holiday is boring when it arrives, yet we yearn so much for it during sch days. how ironic. i need some strength to look ahead.:B

OMB

2008-12-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

omg I am blogging with my phone!how cool is this and my modem has wireless connection even cooler!watching mtvaward now.it's so cool too!haha,and I just jailbreak my phone and it is rocking my life.with the amount of songs in it,it just does wonders hoho.met is over too and it's time to finally enjoy this holiday before I don't get this privilege again haha.okay,soccer is starting too,bye!

2008-11-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

O.M.G, caught cape no 7 with wj today. it was just simply, funny, romantic, and so taiwanese!! too good man. no wonder it broke so many movie records in taiwan. i simply love this movie to the max. although exams are just tml, i am just glad that i make the decision to watch the movie today AND ITS 10 DOLLARS WHAT THE! anyway fan yi chen is such a good singer, plus the jap girl is so pretty and everyone in the show deserves a golden globe/horse award man. loving it...

2008-11-26T18:17:00.002+08:00

exams are coming next week and poof, its holidays again. anyway i had to give double kudos to suki sushi, its very nice and shuang. weijie and me went to cine at 1 plus wanted to catch cape. no 7(not cape town 7) and the only show available is at night at 950 and its sold out already?! omg make me even wanna watch it more lol. nvm, after exams go watch. and go eat suki sushi buffet again. haha. oh ya, wj and i spam the sashimi man, and salmon sashimi really rock on la haha. i keep eating salmon sushi also. lol i gonna join the salmons in the ocean soon. and what else can i say other than i believe in karma. everything that happened this yr has been bad karma to me lol. hope something nice will happen to me soon. and suki sushi is damn nice can. suki sushi is damn nice can. suki sushi is damn nice can. salmon also. haha!! byebye

2008-11-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

okay i think madagascar is very nice man, cos i had to watch it twice lool. anyway ytd had a fun day with ty, yan, px and px gf. first time i went into TP, lol. went there for an afternoon of sports haha. it was quite fun man, TP is not very big, but its not that small either haha. and at least they have a place to borrow sports equipment, unless SP. only can borrow from clubs, so troublesome. played squash, table tennis and tennis and then it just rain. very tired man haha. and went to swenson after that and ty ordered a food galore. haha it was fun. and after that went px gf's house to play mahjong. i QUIT LIAO LA.lose 5.40 man. i think ty is very nice man, lol he donates money one la, he lost 8 bucks and he nv emo lol. ok i think he emo abit. AND DID I MENTION ABOUT IT, when i meet them at ty house at ard 12. i called yan to ask him open the door for me but he asked me just press the doorbell. ok so i poke the doorbell. and ty's mum come open the door for me, and when i entered the "gaming" room, i was nearly brought down to my knees HAHA. ty was sitting on the chair hitting drums and px and lying on the sofa half asleep, yan that disturbing ass stood as straight as a zombie and play the guitar. they were playing rock band but i just cannot stop laughing at their expressions, especially yan, he said he lazy sit down so he stood up and play, really look like a band man haha! and oh ya, ty's got a lot of nice songs in his car!! freak, and i just reformatted my laptop, sad, all my songs gone now. and last thing, screw fmkt project LOL! i just have to bring this up, haha.

2008-11-16T22:56:00.003+08:00

crazy weekend this week. went cine twice in a row, caught madagascar and 007. both movies are cool, madagascar was funny man. penguins rocks. and today went out with cai marv and bird, cai as usual car maniac went over to hilton hotel to check out cars. and we were lucky, saw one green gallardo, bmw m6(FREAKING COOL cos its limited ed) and holy shit, we saw one audi R8. if that R8 driver is a female i wld marry her lol.and could u believe our luck? after that when we walk back to cine, just on the road we were about to cross, an aston zoom past us. we were like wow?did this aston just pawn all the lux cars we saw at hilton haha. anyway cai saw a bentley and for once thought it was a rolls royce and got so excited lmao. and man, i think this guy is gonna get a gallardo soon. or probably R8 man, he just love them. and dudes treated me to sakura for the post celebration of my bday, and omg, marv took like 5 plates worth of salmon sashimi. one plate is like got 15-20 pieces? eat until i nearly shit out salmon. and got 4 prc beside out ass sia, i srsly dont like prc, they freaking took so much until the table was overflowing la. wth, and they stole like 20+ puddings. crazy man. anyway great weekend and had lots of fun and good food. so the only thing to do now is to await for the next hol, and also xmas~~